I'm letting you go because I love you
and there's still no one else that I wish to be around
I choose to go, pretend that everything will be fine
I still keep your picture, acting like I'm good but I can no longer pretend
Keeping myself busy trying to find something to do
I can love you desperately, though your love ain't guaranteed
Please don't fall in love with someone new
Let's find a way to get back
Let's find a way to love me back and build love above the mutual feelings
I'm here still not less loving you, Sagiboi
30.4.20
27.4.20
Open Letter to Sagiboy: Last Letter
Dear Sagiboy,
I'm done wasting all emotions, falling in love with a ghost I'd never had
Even there's no chance to slip into your mind
I love you, you know it, and probably I'm still in love with you on the day you read this
I know it's you whose taken down the pictures on the post before this - that I'd already took it down either
But that's okay, since you asked me to never post anything on the internet out of your concern. And I'd passed through the boundaries.
Even on my private blog, whereas no one visit it either
This is just my journal, nobody knows about this page
But it just you whose having the super high insecurities and I swear to God it kills
It will kill you the way it kills my feelings over you
I passed the boundaries, I lost on the fun game you offered
I lost it since the beginning though it feels like a winning
Sagiboi, I have a book, the pink one with dinosaurs and junkies on the cover
I write everything about you there
About us and how I grew the feelings over you
One day, after this quarantine done, I'll send it to you. So I dont have to feel bad of loving someone anymore.
May be right now you could investing love to someone else
But not for me, yes it's another bitter pills to shallow
Sagiboy,
If I'm leaving today, it's not because I'm loving you less nor because I've been giving up on you
I'll go because there's nothing else I could do to make you happy
I'm going because you ask me to do it so, so I have to believe you could be happy
and I also do that because I've been loving you too much even when you're not around.
For the sake of love I have and for the love you never had any.
Goodbye.
I'm done wasting all emotions, falling in love with a ghost I'd never had
Even there's no chance to slip into your mind
I love you, you know it, and probably I'm still in love with you on the day you read this
I know it's you whose taken down the pictures on the post before this - that I'd already took it down either
But that's okay, since you asked me to never post anything on the internet out of your concern. And I'd passed through the boundaries.
Even on my private blog, whereas no one visit it either
This is just my journal, nobody knows about this page
But it just you whose having the super high insecurities and I swear to God it kills
It will kill you the way it kills my feelings over you
I passed the boundaries, I lost on the fun game you offered
I lost it since the beginning though it feels like a winning
Sagiboi, I have a book, the pink one with dinosaurs and junkies on the cover
I write everything about you there
About us and how I grew the feelings over you
One day, after this quarantine done, I'll send it to you. So I dont have to feel bad of loving someone anymore.
May be right now you could investing love to someone else
But not for me, yes it's another bitter pills to shallow
Sagiboy,
If I'm leaving today, it's not because I'm loving you less nor because I've been giving up on you
I'll go because there's nothing else I could do to make you happy
I'm going because you ask me to do it so, so I have to believe you could be happy
and I also do that because I've been loving you too much even when you're not around.
For the sake of love I have and for the love you never had any.
Goodbye.
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