I don't have to be with you

If I should fall in love with someone else
I want you to be happy, happy as you really are
If I should be with someone else
I want a whole of my soul loving him in return

I don't have to be with you



Do you ever think about me?
When she ain’t around, is your bed cold without me?
Does her love feel just the same?
Is she the one to take your last name?
Whatever the case, I’m glad you’re happy

There ain’t nothin' for me out here
Technicolor sparks fly in this city but not for me, maybe next year
Magic air, charmin' lips but I'm never spellbound
Honestly though, I'm glad you found her
I'll stop asking questions, you take care

And no, I don’t want you back 
We've grown older and apart,
Rediscovered myself, took back my heart
Moved to a new city where I should be restartin'
But I just feel nothin'
Though something could grow,
 I don’t ever let it take root

Possibility all round me but I don’t give a shit
Numb to the bone, been so long since the love bug bit
I’ll admit, maybe I quit

December's feelin chilly
Takin' shots at the club to warm up and distract me from feelin empty
Every now and then I would remember how you made me feel
Oh, desolation and thrill
Maybe I should try love again but I don’t, no

To hell with "other halves", that’s bullshit,
I'm already whole alone
That don't mean that I wanna be alone 

Tangled bodies to reset my heart but it just won’t
But I ain't bitter, babe 
I've moved on, I just hate that nothing blooms since you 

The Girl Who Lived Upstairs and How I Make A Dialogue With Her

Come to me into the biggest world of imagination
Travelling to my loudest bang inside of me
No lives to compare, I've been living there too